Nights like these they make me miss you
I guess that’s what we’ll end with. It’s time to let you go now.
Before taking this on, I was pretty split about my decision for next year but was leaning more towards leaving the team. I just knew that I wanted to grow in whatever I chose. Even though I was flattered that people could even think of me being co-director, the mere idea of the commitment and responsibilities and potential failure stressed me out like no other, especially since I’ve never been a leader before.
But right now, organizing these extra performances is so fun, mostly because it’s with the right people. I love our dynamic and the way we work together to incorporate everyone’s opinions. I mostly supervised today but watching the video over and over again makes me super happy with what we have so far and excited to be teaching / reviewing / casting / blocking people on Friday. Mini-modern’s mini-set is already coming together and I couldn’t be more eager to finish it and show people the end product.
I still don’t know what I’ll be doing next year. I don’t even know if I’ll get the position, and don’t know whether or not I’ll accept if I do. But whatever happens I’m grateful for this experience because it has been as rewarding as they said it would be.
What just happened…..
I wonder what would’ve happened if I decided to go to other colleges. But I think I chose the right one just because this one would’ve been the biggest “what if?”